Whereabouts
Saturday, September 2, 2006Isn’t it weird? So much has happened in the past month and I don’t even have the inspiration to write about anything at all. Not that they ain’t interesting, they are super exciting and fun. I don’t know, maybe I’m just drained from everything.
I feel so tired.
I thought that since I’m taking a break from my internship and I’m back in school, I’d be more relaxed. But it seems to have an adverse effect on me. Well, it could be becasue of the added stress of my cousin’s wedding, which I am helping to plan. Mom’s been nagging at me non-stop to do up the co-ordinator program and blah blah, it’s beginning to get into my nerves. On the happy side, I got my results for my Research and Writing module and I got a fuckin’ A!! 4.0 GPA, baby! 
The only thing I’m looking forward to is my short trip to the Philippines this Thursday for the wedding. But I’m only gonna be there for five days. Minus a whole day for the wedding, and I only have four days to meet up with everyone, do some shopping and all that stuff.
When I get back from my short trip, it’s back to the internship again. Not that I’m complaining about my internship…I honestly believe it will give me the exposure to the working world that I need, since I haven’t worked in an office my entire life…
AND to add to that, my newlywed cousin will be here with his wife for a week on thier honeymoon. So as usual, I need to play tourist and show them around. Gosh, just thinking about it makes me feel so exhausted. I feel like I can’t breathe.
At least I have my sweet and loving boyfriend who I honestly think is too good for me. I mean, I’ve always wanted someone to take me seriously and now that someone is actually taking me seriously, I go all paranoid and turn into psycho-girlfriend. Speaking of being a girlfriend, I don’t know how to be one cuz I’ve never really been one. I’m having a hard time adjusting to this. It took me quite a while just to say ‘my boyfriend’ out loud. And an even longer time to finally make my mom meet him. And when they finally met, I realize I was stressing out for nothing. I can’t believe my mom was so cool about it, she even said she liked him, which came as a surprise to me since every guy I usually meet is not good enough for them.
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Wag na Wag Mong Sasabihin by Kitchie Nadal
May gusto ka bang sabihin
Ba’t ‘di mapakali
Ni hindi makatingin
Sana’y ‘wag mo na itong palipasin
At subukang lutasin
Sa mga sinabi mo na
Iba’ng nararapat sa akin
Na tunay kong mamahalin
‘Wag na ‘wag mong sasabihin
Na hindi mo nadama itong
Pag-ibig kong handang
Ibigay kahit pa kalayaan mo
Ano man ang naakala
Na ako’y isang bituin
Na walang sasambahin
‘Di ko man ito ipakita
Abot-langit ang daing
Sa mga sinabi mo na
Iba’ng nararapat sa akin
Na tunay kong mamahalin
‘Wag na ‘wag mong sasabihin
Na hindi mo nadama itong
Pag-ibig kong handang
Ibigay kahit pa kalayaan mo
At sa gabi, sinong duduyan sa ‘yo
At sa umaga, ang hangin ang hahaplos sa ‘yo…
‘Wag na ‘wag mong sasabihin
Na hindi mo nadama itong
Pag-ibig kong handang
Ibigay kahit pa kalayaan mo
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